Well I have to admit I don t get invited to many weddings but this was family. It was out in california. It had the most beautiful people I have ever seen. It was like a shoot for vogue. I actually felt uncomfortable.
All that build play though my head was the marlyn manson doing beautiful people the beautiful people as a copping mechanism. Since I have been dieting and working out, losing 20 lbs , I looked in the mirror and found that I could fit in.
I did some crazy dancing which was cool but later found that I am no good at karioki. I keep taking the alli and it keeps me out of the sad places, I even wrote the manufacture that maybe it has an off label use as an antidepressant.
Holding steady for another day.
my indie business is on the back burner while I am in my mba classes