Dark Post… but I am making it

Well I find I have no respect at work, especially since I shared that I am getting treatment.

I feel whole, but this song kept going though my head. (link below )

Lyrics…. like this:

hey God
why are you doing this to me?
am i not living up to what i’m supposed to be?
why am i seething with this animosity?
hey God
i think you owe me a great big apology.

terrible lie

hey God
i really don’t know what you mean.
seems like salvation come only in our dreams.
i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme.
hey God
can this world really be as sad as it seems?

terrible lie

there’s nothing left for me to hide.
i lost my ignorance, security and pride.
i believed your promises, your promises and lies.

terrible lie

you made me throw it all away.
my morals left to decay.
how many you betray.
you’ve taken everything.

terrible lie.
my head is filled with disease.
my skin is begging you please.
i’m on my hands and knees.
i want so much to believe.

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