Stuck in the darkest of quagmires

Wow it is a tough friday, i feel unlovable and needy and sad.  I feel unaccomplished wow it is tough.  I don’t have any kava kava take which is my first step during an emotional emergency.  God help me get though today.   I am never late 4 work today i am running an hour behind.  I could take to train to an herbal store but then i will be even later.  It would be great to lay down and be hugged and feel love.  I will make it, maybe if i can get something done i will feel better.  For people r attracted to the strong not the weak. Fridays have started to get tough for me.
I need to keep ot together my vacation to brazil is coming in the it is just..  i feel that i have not accomplished alot in my life.  Life my life self worth is half empty….

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One thought on “Stuck in the darkest of quagmires

  1. Ok,you may listen that voice while diminishing you,don’t fight it,but_listen with some detachment,as you would watch a movie character or a personage in a theater play…
    I mean,listen, but_ do not buy,do not agree with it…
    Now,really,what do YOU think about the worth of Christian? About his achievements?
    YOU_not that voice…Because,of course,YOU are not that voice,that thought…

    I’ve just sent you an e.mail.

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