Super so i have gone dilullional 🙂
That u all for ur support and posts they r awsome
Missed the dbsa meeting last night and the pdoc rescheduled for the third time. All i can hear in my mind is the song Hurt by trent resnoir sung by Jonnie cash.
Now 5:45am i am headed to work running away from the sad dark thoughts in my head. My brother is txting me on his way to the pentigon guess that make s me feel better. I think my accounting class may be driving my crazy to…. it is a stay at home computer based class and i miss the interaction.
Today it is zero Fairenhight so so so cold and dark. I think my trip to brazil has thinned my blood.
My saving grace an expensive intellegencia coffee in 20 mins.
I will leave work early as i have arrived early as the biggest snow storm is predicted for today – this weekend.
Now to focus on work and the negative thought flow away. I will try not to look for personal confirmation at work as there r not many kind souls there. Most are accounting and computer people.
God help me another day…. i wish this on no one…