Prep white boy haunted by darkness

Yep i have no tatoos or percings
Yet i feel deeply for the despirate 35,000 americans that commited suicide last yet. 6% of the was in a hospital environment.  In the 15 mins between suicide watches a person so broken and afraid they use the own clothing to hang themselves to escape the misorry and fear of there existance.  I walk the line between these two groups happiness and darkness hoping for random sex with a stranger that never comes but always fantisising.  And yet numbers and concepts they come to me proven by my a average in grad school, i run miles (4.2 this week) to escape the feelings…
Today i am loved and i feel that love,  i stay on the path… on the path…


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