I am shunned by my neighbors.
I was asked again to give up the ceo title, and hand over equity..
I Feel friendless & hopeless.
I Feel trapped.
Psychiatrist is missing (medical leave) with no backup
Therapist left for travels
Broken ankle in 3 spots
Life unraveling in my hands
I am Accused by my extended family for taking heirlooms, my most trusted people. These acusations are unfounded.
Missed dbsa support group for 2 months
Hope fades into the depths…
Challenges all around with little upside.
I want to move, I want a new job, I want to feel safe, I want to be hopeful again.
if i can get through, the next 24 hours, TIME will heal.
I need my support network, to be strong, maybe this is temporary yet
I fall backwards into the abyss…
How many times must I feel this way?
Dear God… Please make life easier. ..
Some say, you get what you deserve..
No one deserves these feelings. ..
I live another day.
I pray for hope to return.